Tale of Two Stations
So I have these two stations on my Pandora (actually I have a ton of them, but these get the most air time). One is a Sixx AM and the other is Motley Crue. Yes, I am a little bit in love with Nikki Sixx.
Anyway, lately I have been listening to Motley pretty exclusively. It’s my happy station. Sixx AM is the station I listened to nearly non-stop while I was so depressed and suicidal. Today Motley didn’t feel right. But, as always, Sixx AM was there for me.
It is so sick and twisted that the apprehension and situational crappiness is easier for me to deal with when I’m feeling really depressed, as opposed to in that neutral-leaning-happy area that I’ve been living in lately.